Thursday, April 5, 2012



Sunday is Easter. I feel so unprepared. We have no plans. 

I've been thinking a lot about what I *should* be doing right now. 

The three shoulds that I manage on a daily basis are to get up, showered and dressed. 
I guess putting food on the table counts as a should which is also done daily. 

Beyond that, I'm never quite sure where each day will go. I have a couple of lists. Things I'd *like* to do and things, yes, I *should* do. But at the end of the day being able to tick that box "I survived" is what it's all about. Every day starts fresh and I check in with Axel if there's anything I an do for him. 

Then I do what feels right. Nothing more. Nothing less.

It's become a bit of a balancing act.

Maintain .. us first, then the house.
Some days it's one step forward and quite a few backwards.

Especially when I stop and let myself wander and wonder.
I *should* be nesting.


Memories of my babies punctuate every activity.
Every heartbeat.
Every breath.


is there something you are trying to balance ?
or is there something on your *should* do list?


oh, and the egg cartons? the egg cartons?
I have plans for those.

Can you guess?

Big plans!

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1 comment:

  1. Laat deze dagen maar gewoon op je afkomen, en doe waar je zin in hebt. Ben wel benieuwd wat je gaat doen met die eierdoosjes ...


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